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"yes, my king---i love, need and want you, as you are the warrior who is my equal".....cr https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_aVFVveJNs
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"yes take my hand, my heart is your hands and your heart is in my hands" "you will take care of my heart?" c inquired with such innocent "yes with my life your heart is safe in my hands, they need my life to take your heart"...k confirmed "will you will be my protector, and care for me--not as a trophy but as your equal, you will have my back?" the consort inquired "i got lost with my heart, i am scared--scared of loosing myself in a way God wouldnt allow through love" the c said "yes you did, but I am your king, the one God ordained for you and me for you, you were young needing a protector--me---now you have me" the king said with much confidence, not arrogance but supreme confidence. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlyzzDOaSP0 this made the king realized, the consort was coming to rest heart with him, as two hearts to merge and beat in sync.. "God made you for me, the perfect companion, counselor, soul mate, our souls meant to beat together, God, God wants this dont you feel how much God is with us, blessing us" the king was hammering home the connection https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6u9Ml3_UxA "yes i am your protector and with my life will do so, from God's orders and I the king answer to no one but God"...the k said with confidence "yes my king, i do love you, rest my heart in your hands"..the c confirmed letting go, connecting now, and moving forward.. " i love you more than one could imagine" the king finished and with the look the consort knew words didnt need be spoken now they held hands and went for a stroll in evening night, with showers soon to sprinkle on their bodies, cleansing their bodies and souls Time to let go
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"no, no more covers and masks even hiding behind God, for the only mask we wear now is for our "pleasures" including fund raiser events for politico, causes and benefits..." "i pull you out, and up and wherever when necessary with my love".... spell spell on you, love me top dog pull the rope and you
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"Fine we talk, this now and then in past. For I am trying, trying to let you into that rare spot reserved for erotic love. A true union of equals sharing a life together takes time to court in any circumstances, in more rare and unique lives there are challenges to overcome that God provides for a reason---to make us stronger in jumping the hurdles.. Yes I would be lying to you if I said I didn't have erotic love before--and I won't lie to you. True residual affects of a love burned me deep. There were signs and warnings given by God, as God gives us love but it is our choice and emotions/love can overtake all thoughts and rationalizations. This is love out of balance, discord, and chaos. Love gave me a blessing as it opened my eyes to human capacity of this gift from God and at times a curse, no? Yes--I was detached and aloof--focused on academics, sports and pursuits of interest--work. Yes, True I fell so hard from this love. Fell hard so that I could learn what love was and what bad love was and how it can cause harm and ruin lives. So the fall I see was a blessing from God so that by falling I had to get up. The fall opened up the erotic lover for me so that later on in God's great plan I would truly open up to a soulmate. This too will take time to understand my true love and soulmate. For I am observant now, and love requires more than just love--it requires an equal and match. True, guilt still languishes over how my love blinded me and in blindness my defense of person caused harm. Ultimately I just harmed myself on levels that can cut us deep. The conclusion of this connection, fitting enough was The year you won your biggest title and me the same. It was the year I also fell the hardest. God awoken me up some and took a piece of me and God gave me a craft. For this year was initial year of my studies of a craft, God blessed this craft to ultimately use to help others. So God keeps things in balances, it is just seeing these blessings over the other aspects of living in this world outside of Eden. That year, the year you won your biggest title but not your truly big title--that is still to come. That year some years ago I fell hard during a long hot summer, me buying into manipulations of the person played me like a moth to a light. For their own benefit. The person got freedom thanks to me defending and they "looked at me and gotten what they wanted and left me". Abandoned after already being emotionally and mentally exhausted from defending this person. My heart cracked, I prayed God would end the pain for I was very blind. God didnt, God has plans and a greater purpose if we can just get through, get through at times hell. Luckily God had my dad drive me down and out of that "hell" and to area which was home for me to build a craft. I didn't leave my apartment for 2 weeks, the little apartment that had been my home during rigorous studies and evolving into my own person. Yet for those two weeks a will to live has its limits. Classes started, a purpose came from God--although I didnt know this yet as God was always a part of my soul but not in proximity God would become. I focused on craft: it saved me. Routine took hold, the person had to pay via serving in time--some not enough. In time I realized no "God didn't punish me, but God was trying to teach me about love, free will and choices." God didn't want that person as my partner+spouse, my free will let me go in a direction God didn't want but that I picked. God wants you to be my partner for we are soulmates. Thus my hand and mouth have been saved for you. Yet I need to go slow, trust you on erotic level first before anything, a union and many dates. God also blessed me with a calling, but I was wanting to hide behind this calling away in part to protect my heart from erotic love. I accept this path, for "you are the one" if ever "the one existed". But you go slow, we date and see. Now you see, sense and understand a large part of something that if hadn't happened my heart would never had been open to erotic love and you. I would have been closed off, and not capable of seeing how truly wonderful you, your love and the love will share is in this world, a rare gift! So that dark soul was necessary to open my heart to love my true soul mate, you.
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The consort eyed wearily the king, as his eyes gleamed with something other than a hug to cheer up... "hugs"...said the king the consort stepped back some... The king walked into the offices past the library within their main estate home. They enjoyed the intimacy of this office over at times the main estate offices located on exterior buildings used to over see the King's enterprises.Whereas this office was more intimate, more personal areas were focused on by the king and consort. Only the king and consort had keys to this office.The king walked into the room and an intense, artic cold energy consumed him it stopped him dead in his tracks.In early years the king thought the heating and fire system defunct, now the king readily picked up these energies from the consort.For this wise king knew "if my consort is upset, complainong even yelling it is not much to worry about. A chocolate bar can distract and cheer up."Yet when consort ws non-expressive but focused, it was like being faced with a large immovable ice burg that no one but God could penetrate. Yet the king was finding ways to reach into the fire and passions that would bring this thaw to at least more moveable."Large heir jewel quality estate pieces tended to connect, and brought consort happiness. The king used these tactics."For even if it wasn't directed at me, me better when consort not so cold. I don't need my balls froze off" thought king."BRrrrrrrrrr, my love you look wonderful and time to go get some hitting in, please. You observe and provide feedback on me with this new hitting partner. ME the king wants to take your adviseand perfect this aggressive, knife biting slice. Please come now my love". The consort hating no detested distractions when focused and to anyone else would have sent out of office.The consort looked up, saw the puppyish eyes, blue-green eyes of the king, with such love and devotion and the consort smiled. The consort smiled, let go and breathed. "Yes my love, I wouldn't miss this for anything. Then espresso and light food, I want to discuss extending the line of oils for international production$ the profits to church on the child educationcenter.""Yes" king said knowing easiest and truest path. For God ordained it and God granted the king the consort."And I promised God, God give me this consort, me never say no to God or consort, and I don't just say but I do what say" king thought deeply. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lklVOT6Uv2U
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Blessings! A partner who has my back! He means business so back off! Water a sacramental device to clean, heal, restore Not bad :) but spirit is what matters, but nothing plastic on my face 3 chairs, me, partner and special guest for espresso-tea-wine! Strong brand, hope it keeps up with all endeavors I do! Perfection for hours on feet!
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Love, comes in many forms and allows us to connect deeply. Love God gives us free will, thus with free we can decide even against the signs of God. Thus where evil can come in and play on our love. Important to be aware so that love doesn't make us a pawn. Love is there to build us up, encourage, support, honor, trust, be truthful and loyal...these are qualities of a true soulmate love... mine out is there, waiting for proper introduction... The scars of love gone wrong, don't have to continue or have taint on us---believe me I know it tainted my recent years...yet I healed and grew and focused on myself and professional goals. To be selfish in my own pursuits was a blessing. A greater blessing now would be to have that introduction and meet the one my one my soulmate my lover my partner and my match...
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"I do" colbie callit "Down" "Down" "Take my hand as I am your king and your my partner for life, let go and let me in as equals" the king stated in a regal manner. Alone in a serene spot of nature, a simple table, with white coverings, a red rose stood in center, the kings initial monogramed on linens, a favorite wine, a grilled by king shrimp. A poem of serene sweetness the king composed on paper. The introduction to lay foundation for a proper proposal for the hand in life of consort. The king was prepared. The box was in his safe pocket, it had not left his hands since picking up from jewlers. Tonite would be the night the king proposed and started the journey to holy matrimony with consort. Alone just the two. They would have celebrations of family in friends for dinner before, the wedding union and celebratory dinner. So Tonite they would be just the two. From the moment the ring was on the consort hand self gratification would stop and be saved to night of wedding when they would merge as one. The romance would intensify upon engagement as this special period, not married but in final stages of courtship would be romantic. Both loved the romance of surprises, notes, long walks, shared wine, laughs, movies and much. For they had found their match.

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Jul. 17th, 2015 09:58 pm
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God knows time passes so fast. It has been 3 plus years since making and having a unique and rare connection. God doesn't give us these luxuries much. Recently someone passed some information on to me, which if true---many blessings to next avenue of pursuit she takes and is fully compensated for years of grueling hard work. If information not so accurate, that is ok. Either way a blessing to learn something. Today was a good day, felt very relaxed and at ease. Granted it started rocky with Starbucks but soon it became right as rain...

Why

Jul. 17th, 2015 05:51 pm
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"well why do I serve but God" "because its ordained right, you serve me" replied "no we team, we serve eachother" counter "i see, ok i agree on condition my name" counter "ok confirm we serve God" "and serve eachother"
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So necessary and it was perfection.... by myself doing what I wanted without anyone slowing me down! Notice the photo I smile the most, in which the genre I love "horror" was illustrated so effectively in the promotional advertisement. yum three wise souls i was up since 3 am and this photo was taken at 9pm love ART! romance, no not now---too hot and tired where i smile the most!!! love this genre, have to go and swallow up what you dont like! Although an equal would make it nice on these excursions
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The king walked into the offices past the library within their main estate home. They enjoyed the intimicy of this office over at times the main estate offices located on exterior buildings used to over see the King's enterprises.

Whereas this office was more intimate, more personal areas were focused on by the king and consort. Only the king and consort had keys to this office.
The king walked into the room and an intense, artic cold energy consumed him+++it stopped him dead in his tracks.

In early years the king thought the heating and fire system defunct, now the king readily picked up these energies from the consort.
For this wise king knew "if my consort is upset, complainong even yelling it is not much to worry about. A chocolate bar can distract and cheer up.

"Yet when consort was non-expressive but focused, it was like being faced with a large immovable ice burg that no one but God could penetrate. Yet the king was finding ways to reach into the fire and passions that would bring this thaw to at least more moveable.
"Large heir jewel quality estate pieces tended to connect, and brought consort happiness. The king used these tactics.
"For even if it wasn't directed at me, me better when consort not so cold. I don't need my balls froze off" thought king.

"BRrrrrrrrrr, my love you look wonderful and time to go get some hitting in, please. You observe and provide feedback on me with this new hitting partner. ME the king wants to take your advise and perfect this aggressive, knife biting slice. Please come now my love".
The consort hating no detested distractions when focused and to anyone else would have sent out of office.
The consort looked up, saw the puppyish eyes, blue-green eyes of the king, with such love and devotion and the consort smiled.

The consort smiled, let go and breathed.
"Yes my love, I wouldn't miss this for anything. Then espresso and light food, I want to discuss extending the line of oils for international production$ the profits to church on the child education center."

"Yes" king said+++knowing easiest and truest path. For God ordained it and God granted the king the consort.
"And I promised God, God give me consort, me never say no to God or consort, and I don't just say but I do what say, no." king thought deeply.
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Careful, and avoid generalizations.
A great prof., and she truly was in my life, still is and is and will be for other students. For life is about learning and we can always find masters who can teach us something.
Great minds love being students to learn and then to share to others. Thus why I love USA, our US Const., and in particular the Freedoms of Expression in First Amendment.

Prof. Herald taught me much and in regards to mind, not let filters, perceptions and generalizations skew our views. Perhaps sometimes it takes a student longer to assimilate some things over other things...

I am the first to admit, I can experience something then carry over the experiences. The key thing is to use the experiences as learning, to gain wisdoms.
Tonight I observed perhaps a sector of life that one could say, I've put into a group "bad" over good. Perhaps well yes due to some experiences in a city I lived in for law school.

These experiences I let taint my views of a group of professionals. Objective on my part, no--very subjective. For many in this group are hard working, justice seeking professional peopke who truly look to protective but don't put all and every rule before people.
Rules are good but people first!

Tonight was good. For it let me see the officers do their job and duty to protect the citizens of their jurisdiction.
Those who disrespect business operations, curse, and break business rules all under the guise "I am customer so I can" are in fact wrong.

As the officers rightly escorted the "shopper" out of the store. Even with store employees and security not achieving this result, fortunately the police quickly did.
People may be "shoppers" yet rules exist for them too. So disorderly conduct, public intoxication can make it so store finds the conduct as hindrance to their business and disruptive to their customers and employees.

The man could have left when asked, perhaps the booze: this I don't know if booze or not but booze can have an empowering argumentive affect on people.
Thus the man had options, respect the store, staff and security or deal with law enforcement. The man chose the later and was subsequently made aware it is trespassing when a person or private business asks a person to leave.

This is removing the guests legal ability to be on premise. The law enforcement, did their duty and enforced this on the man. The man ultimately lost privilege to shop at said business.
Overall the enforcement officers were friendly, professional and did their job. A lesson for me, as not all are bad. Just as a bad dentist, teacher, mechanic doesn't mean all respective fields are so.

Enjoyable day, productive, studies, work, and a cute fun movie. A talented comedic personality is Amy Schumer, perhaps too much potty mouth for me but an easy fun approach this comedian actor takes.
It cheered me up, to see her part ultimately go after the one who was hers and through some showy moves, and dedications she in fact demonstrated she was the one for him too.

Physical efforts do much, as they say "talk is cheap" so show me. She did and her dancing was great considering she danced in middle of pro cheerleaders and blended in perfectly.
When I say easy, I mean she has a natural, candid nature to her acting which is not so easy to accomplish$m
This movie reminded me of the beauty of love in its "simplest" of forms!

2 thumbs up to local enforcement officers and 2 thumbs up to movie.
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Music such an art form, with the ability to pierce my soul and connect deeply.

Perhaps connect deeply to me in places that have been locked deep, deep away in the heart, mind, soul---perhaps so deeply only God could penetrate.
For as I age, in growing wisdom and faith in God, I see and accept God's way is the best and only way for my soul.

It is fair to say in all my strength, accomplishments and focus---hiding away behind work and behind those things is a device that has served me well.
To disconnect from erotic love and put it deeply away has been a tactic, I've mastered. For none have been able to get past the deep, strong wall put up around my erotic love.

Slowly there has a been a thaw....have i gone out yet on a date with my soulmate-partner---the one, no not yet...but I am taking steps to be available when the time comes.
For


without any doubt I know that God willing the one comes to gain my hand in a union-marriage will have a strong, formidable, at times dour but highly educated partner with a great amount of love to put my partner first and guide, raise our children to God loving individuals who I would sacrifice my life.

We see what God does, no? For God is our ultimate master.

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