The consort eyed wearily the king, as his eyes gleamed with something other than a hug to cheer up... "hugs"...said the king the consort stepped back some... The king walked into the offices past the library within their main estate home. They enjoyed the intimacy of this office over at times the main estate offices located on exterior buildings used to over see the King's enterprises.Whereas this office was more intimate, more personal areas were focused on by the king and consort. Only the king and consort had keys to this office.The king walked into the room and an intense, artic cold energy consumed him it stopped him dead in his tracks.In early years the king thought the heating and fire system defunct, now the king readily picked up these energies from the consort.For this wise king knew "if my consort is upset, complainong even yelling it is not much to worry about. A chocolate bar can distract and cheer up."Yet when consort ws non-expressive but focused, it was like being faced with a large immovable ice burg that no one but God could penetrate. Yet the king was finding ways to reach into the fire and passions that would bring this thaw to at least more moveable."Large heir jewel quality estate pieces tended to connect, and brought consort happiness. The king used these tactics."For even if it wasn't directed at me, me better when consort not so cold. I don't need my balls froze off" thought king."BRrrrrrrrrr, my love you look wonderful and time to go get some hitting in, please. You observe and provide feedback on me with this new hitting partner. ME the king wants to take your adviseand perfect this aggressive, knife biting slice. Please come now my love". The consort hating no detested distractions when focused and to anyone else would have sent out of office.The consort looked up, saw the puppyish eyes, blue-green eyes of the king, with such love and devotion and the consort smiled. The consort smiled, let go and breathed. "Yes my love, I wouldn't miss this for anything. Then espresso and light food, I want to discuss extending the line of oils for international production$ the profits to church on the child educationcenter.""Yes" king said knowing easiest and truest path. For God ordained it and God granted the king the consort."And I promised God, God give me this consort, me never say no to God or consort, and I don't just say but I do what say" king thought deeply. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
Jul. 19th, 2015
"Fine we talk, this now and then in past. For I am trying, trying to let you into that rare spot reserved for erotic love. A true union of equals sharing a life together takes time to court in any circumstances, in more rare and unique lives there are challenges to overcome that God provides for a reason---to make us stronger in jumping the hurdles.. Yes I would be lying to you if I said I didn't have erotic love before--and I won't lie to you. True residual affects of a love burned me deep. There were signs and warnings given by God, as God gives us love but it is our choice and emotions/love can overtake all thoughts and rationalizations. This is love out of balance, discord, and chaos. Love gave me a blessing as it opened my eyes to human capacity of this gift from God and at times a curse, no? Yes--I was detached and aloof--focused on academics, sports and pursuits of interest--work. Yes, True I fell so hard from this love. Fell hard so that I could learn what love was and what bad love was and how it can cause harm and ruin lives. So the fall I see was a blessing from God so that by falling I had to get up. The fall opened up the erotic lover for me so that later on in God's great plan I would truly open up to a soulmate. This too will take time to understand my true love and soulmate. For I am observant now, and love requires more than just love--it requires an equal and match. True, guilt still languishes over how my love blinded me and in blindness my defense of person caused harm. Ultimately I just harmed myself on levels that can cut us deep. The conclusion of this connection, fitting enough was The year you won your biggest title and me the same. It was the year I also fell the hardest. God awoken me up some and took a piece of me and God gave me a craft. For this year was initial year of my studies of a craft, God blessed this craft to ultimately use to help others. So God keeps things in balances, it is just seeing these blessings over the other aspects of living in this world outside of Eden. That year, the year you won your biggest title but not your truly big title--that is still to come. That year some years ago I fell hard during a long hot summer, me buying into manipulations of the person played me like a moth to a light. For their own benefit. The person got freedom thanks to me defending and they "looked at me and gotten what they wanted and left me". Abandoned after already being emotionally and mentally exhausted from defending this person. My heart cracked, I prayed God would end the pain for I was very blind. God didnt, God has plans and a greater purpose if we can just get through, get through at times hell. Luckily God had my dad drive me down and out of that "hell" and to area which was home for me to build a craft. I didn't leave my apartment for 2 weeks, the little apartment that had been my home during rigorous studies and evolving into my own person. Yet for those two weeks a will to live has its limits. Classes started, a purpose came from God--although I didnt know this yet as God was always a part of my soul but not in proximity God would become. I focused on craft: it saved me. Routine took hold, the person had to pay via serving in time--some not enough. In time I realized no "God didn't punish me, but God was trying to teach me about love, free will and choices." God didn't want that person as my partner+spouse, my free will let me go in a direction God didn't want but that I picked. God wants you to be my partner for we are soulmates. Thus my hand and mouth have been saved for you. Yet I need to go slow, trust you on erotic level first before anything, a union and many dates. God also blessed me with a calling, but I was wanting to hide behind this calling away in part to protect my heart from erotic love. I accept this path, for "you are the one" if ever "the one existed". But you go slow, we date and see. Now you see, sense and understand a large part of something that if hadn't happened my heart would never had been open to erotic love and you. I would have been closed off, and not capable of seeing how truly wonderful you, your love and the love will share is in this world, a rare gift! So that dark soul was necessary to open my heart to love my true soul mate, you.
"yes take my hand, my heart is your hands and your heart is in my hands" "you will take care of my heart?" c inquired with such innocent "yes with my life your heart is safe in my hands, they need my life to take your heart"...k confirmed "will you will be my protector, and care for me--not as a trophy but as your equal, you will have my back?" the consort inquired "i got lost with my heart, i am scared--scared of loosing myself in a way God wouldnt allow through love" the c said "yes you did, but I am your king, the one God ordained for you and me for you, you were young needing a protector--me---now you have me" the king said with much confidence, not arrogance but supreme confidence. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
this made the king realized, the consort was coming to rest heart with him, as two hearts to merge and beat in sync..
"God made you for me, the perfect companion, counselor, soul mate, our souls meant to beat together, God, God wants this dont you feel how much God is with us, blessing us" the king was hammering home the connection
"yes i am your protector and with my life will do so, from God's orders and I the king answer to no one but God"...the k said with confidence
"yes my king, i do love you, rest my heart in your hands"..the c confirmed
letting go, connecting now, and moving forward..
" i love you more than one could imagine" the king finished and with the look the consort knew words didnt need be spoken
now they held hands and went for a stroll in evening night, with showers soon to sprinkle on their bodies, cleansing their bodies and souls